April 2011
Apr 1st
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Apr 1st
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Just when I thought I was kind of okay, just when I thought I could handle it, I can’t anymore. I try to look at the school and I try to make myself like it but I can’t I can’t I can’t it’s so hard. I am so afraid of so many things - I love the nerdy bubble that exists at bca, the overarching nerdiness of everything. I live for that bubble. That bubble is one of my...
Apr 1st
Anonymous asked: what colleges DID you get into?
Apr 1st
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March 2011
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Mar 31st
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things are easier to deal with when you accept them, move on, and spend a few hours complaining with people in similar situations. 
Mar 31st
formyevann asked: http://www.harkavagrant.com/index.php?id=303

hope this brightens your day (I might post it/reblog it...because I also follow the tumblr for this site)
Mar 31st
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Mar 31st
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Anonymous asked: what college are you going to?
Mar 31st
Mar 31st
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weareontheoutsidelookingin asked: oh. psych. is the quiz tomorrow or friday?
also. I remember your micro book.
also. sorry :(. wish I could make stuff better.
Mar 31st
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Okay, I am not getting any homework done at all tonight. Seriously have been sitting here with my psych textbook open for four hours not doing anything. Tomorrow will be hell doing the study guides, but maybe if I concentrate I can actually finish them before it’s too late. And study for stats. And whatever else I need to do.  Hopefully I’ll be able to study/do work during research...
Mar 31st
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1. COLUMBIA - WHERE THE FUCK IS MY FUCKING PASSWORD. I KNOW I GOT REJECTED, BUT JUST LET ME SEE IT IN PRINT. 2. WJTLEKBGLEQJHPQIWRJPIHNFLQBELWQJGIPIWEGHWELHGEWLHGLEWFUCKTHISSHIT I’m just really disappointed, first and foremost, in myself. 
Mar 31st
Mar 31st
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I can no longer stand going on Facebook.
Mar 31st
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Mar 31st
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“No good sittin’ worryin’ abou’ it. What’s comin’...”
– Rubeus Hagrid
Mar 31st
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Listen The Killers - Mr. Brightside
Mar 31st
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warning: there will probably be mopey and miserable posts here for the next few days. they will all be under a read-more, and mostly nonsensicle. I just need to write in order to get my feelings out, it’s my way of keeping me calm. or maybe there won’t be posts. i don’t know.
Mar 31st
Cobra: Parseltongue
Dad: coincidence that big snake escaped from the Bronx zoo the same time Daniel Radcliffe is in NY? next there will be a billboard in times square telling us “her body will lie in the sewage system of New York forever.” Creepy.
Mar 30th
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Mar 30th
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I see all of these gorgeous people on tumblr
hipster-deer: and I’m just like where are they irl like seriously, do they like hide from normal people or something DO THEY LIVE IN NARNIA (if so can I kidnap one of them so I can also live in narnia) (i think you meant to have them kidnap you)(but yes please take me with you)
Mar 30th
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This is a reply to that really long message that some anon (you know who you are) put in my ask box earlier today (sometime before 6 pm). I’m not posting the message because 1. It’s really long, 2. It has things like my full name in it that is one of the things I think I may have actually not said on this blog? Or anyway. It’s going under a read more, and seriously if you...
Mar 30th
imnotuniqueimmonique asked: Hi....you're cool. Let's dance?
Mar 30th
crazed-muggle asked: HELLO!
I'm from EFAO and we've just had an invigorating conversation while trying to figure out Kristine's anon which appears to be you! WE'RE PROS AT CREEPING!
Mar 30th
etcothecowboy asked: This is EFAO officially flooding your ask, as a reward for nice things said and punishment for keeping us in the dark so long XD.
Your blog seems awesome, as do you. FOLLOW.
How are you? :)
Mar 30th
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Mar 29th
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hey look another rejection.
Mar 29th
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“Being in a relationship, that’s something you choose. Being friends, that’s just...”
– Will Grayson, Will Grayson (via 500daysofkissingmypillow)
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
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Things I am bad at:
Getting into college. Seriously, I just got waitlisted at my safety. Even more of a safety than the other “safety” I got waitlisted at. I don’t… I don’t even know. xD
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
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just fyi: a good way to console someone is not by saying “They’re called reaches for a reason”.
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
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I can’t go on Facebook. I try not to; I can’t resist it. It’s Facebook. xD No one can really resist it. Not the point. But I can’t go on it. Every time I go there I see another happy! college acceptance, or someone saying how much they can’t wait for admitted students days, or just happyhappyhappy. I can’t take it. I’m not one of those happy! people. I...
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
Anonymous asked: you forgot 4. being fucking awesome
Mar 29th
Anonymous asked: purple!
Mar 29th
obliviateme asked: purple <3
Mar 29th
weareontheoutsidelookingin asked: purple
Mar 29th
obliviateme asked: just got rejected from all the schools i even mildly wanted to attend. what's your safety one? cause i'm pretty sure that's what i'm doing too.
Mar 29th
Anonymous asked: yellow
Mar 29th
Anonymous asked: yellow
Mar 29th
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Friend: i feel like / everyone i see / or at least a high majority / have at least one school who they open the acceptance letter from / and smile / and get really happy / not like / oh good thing i got in / otherwise... something wouldve been terrible wrong / you know?
me: yeah / i am not one of those people
Friend: why can't we have that
me: I wish I knew
Friend: cant it be / a requirement?
me: a requirement for life
Friend: please
[ / = line break. literally from a chat]
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
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message me a color and... →
shutupandmosh: goldcastles: orange: I’ll tell you 5 of my favorite things. yellow: I’ll tell you a secret of mine. green: I’ll tell you a fact about my appearance. blue: I’ll tell you a fact about my personality. purple: I’ll tell you 3 things i’m good at. pink: I’ll tell you about my love life. Someone please do this.
Mar 29th
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Anonymous asked: I know you probably don't believe this right now, but you will be absolutely fine and happy next year :)
Mar 28th
Anonymous asked: I'm sorry. :( I really want to give you a hug right now but this silly internet is in the way.
Mar 28th